Skip to main content

What pilgrims know about boredom that we need to learn

3 min read
Camino de Santiago

Credit: Alekk Pires | Shutterstock

The Camino is not always beautiful. Sometimes it is flat, grey, and very long. That is not a design flaw.

share on :

Nobody talks about the boring parts of a pilgrimage. The literature of the Camino — the memoirs, the films, the Instagram accounts — tends to present a curated sequence of epiphanies: the dawn over the Pyrenees, the moment in the cathedral, the conversation with the stranger that changed everything. What it tends to omit are the six hours across the Meseta on a grey Tuesday in October when nothing is happening, the path is absolutely flat, and you have been walking for so long that your mind has run out of things to think about.

Those hours, it turns out, are not the interruption to the pilgrimage. They might be its most important part.

The desert fathers, who invented the vocabulary of spiritual boredom 15 centuries before the Camino existed, called it acedia — the noonday demon, the restlessness that descends in the long, featureless middle of a day and whispers that you would be better off somewhere else, doing something else, with someone more interesting. The monk in his cell and the pilgrim on the Meseta are experiencing the same thing: the confrontation with a stretch of time that offers no entertainment, no stimulation, no reward for enduring it except the enduring itself.

What experienced pilgrims know — and what most of us spend considerable effort and money avoiding — is that this confrontation is not an obstacle to depth but its precondition. The mind that has run out of its usual distractions does not go blank, but deeper. Thoughts surface that the noise of ordinary life keeps submerged: questions about what you are doing and why, memories that need attention, griefs that have been waiting patiently for a quiet moment. The flat grey path provides that moment whether you wanted it or not.

This is why the Camino cannot be replicated by a holiday that simply removes you from your desk. A holiday typically substitutes one form of stimulation for another — work for beach, office for restaurant, routine for novelty. It is genuinely restorative, but it does not go all the way down. In all honesty, it does not have to. Pilgrimage, instead, removes the substitutes too. There is nothing to do except walk, pray, eat, sleep, and walk again. The boredom that results is the method. 

Saint Ignatius of Loyola understood this. His Spiritual Exercises deliberately create conditions of controlled deprivation — silence, reduced stimulation, structured time — to allow what he called the movements of spirits to become perceptible. You cannot hear a whisper in a room full of noise. You cannot hear the deep movements of your own soul on a schedule packed with activities.

The pilgrim who survives the boring stretch of the Camino, who keeps walking when there is nothing interesting to look at and nothing entertaining to think about, learns something that cannot be learned any other way: that they are capable of being alone with themselves without it being a catastrophe. This is, in the current moment, a countercultural achievement. Most of us have not been alone with our own thoughts, unmediated by a screen, for any significant length of time in years.

The Camino is often long and flat and can be grey and featureless for days. Experienced pilgrims recommend not trying to shorten it.